No News

Well, there is nothing to share. Still just waiting. I have had a lot of people asking. We were told it could be 3 mos or so. We have only been waiting like 1 mo and 1 week. So we have a ways to go. I was talking to my friend today and she said....it seems like this part is taking forever. The funny thing is, I haven't noticed. I have been so busy at work and then reading all the blogs of the families that were in Vietnam, the time has just flown by.

Honestly, I think this wait will be the easier part. I think that the wait time that will drag is when we actually have a referral. We have a face and know who our baby is, and are just waiting on that silly paper work. Between our government and Vietnam's government, it can seem like forever. I think that seeing my baby, and know that he/she is reaching milestones that I am missing will just about kill me. So right now, I am ok with this wait....it is the next wait that will last forever.

As I have watched the families over there picking up their children, I keep feeling a lot of emotions. Some days I read their posts and almost cry. Other days, I feel very nervous, then some times I feel down right scared. This is such a life changing event, plus a 3 weeks trip to a foreign (3rd world) country will be a HUGE event. A lot to think about, I guess that is why I am just working away.

I have been busy trying to get things ready, because when they give us the call to travel, I know that I will leave work behind and be ready to throw myself into motherhood! Ok, that is all for now.